His brain will come to perceive pleasure, which it used to receive as pain, fear, or humiliation.

For instance, A slave who could not withstand being scratched even jsut a little on his skin has come to be found of even being pushed on his tight hard and it leads to his orgasm.

The process can be refered to as brainwashin, and it is one of the most fun.

How did you spend an unexpected long vacation during the closure of the club ? I wonder that you were still involved in BDSM because I suppose you could not get rid of it ?

I had been reflecting, reviewing what I am for such a long period. Time was flying so slowly. It was worth doing so, for I could conclude my my questioning of what the existance of slave means to me, in that recreation.

May I ask what the conclusion was ?

They stem the two facets from me without any contradiction because mercies and cruelty may not coexist sometimes. As for me, the later just follows the former in the same line.

This represents an assumption that my SM is kind of maternal love.

Being with you, indeed, I feel peaceful at the same time. What do you like to do in your day off , by the way ?

Watching a movie, visiting Onsen ( Hot Spring ) or an aquarium...I like something associated with water, which prifies me. And reading a book. It is a must for me to be metally creative. My favorites are compositions of Ranpo Edogawa.

Unusual, unrealistic. Lastly, do you have any message for the readers ?

Some people are ambivalent toward knocking the door of the club, wanting to be revealed but too afraid concurrently.

Either way you spend or waste the same amoung of time, being undesicive and frastrated or feeling a new sensation over the horizon.

You live one life only. I look forward to seeing you.

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